I always made fun of THAT girl

I sit around waiting for the phone to ring. I know he'll call. He promised to call. He'll call right? He said he would call, why wouldn't he call?

Did I not look cute enough last time I saw him? I wore the jeans that make butt look good. Geoff even said so. Should I of worn something different? Was it the outfit? I knew I shouldn't of worn that outfit.

I let him walk all over me. Said it was his LAST chance. Swore I would walk away.

Secretly, I lingered.

I drove by uninvited. I planned our future together. Everyone knows about him. I call him "mine".

Am I dumb?

He still didn't call.

Everyone asks how he is doing almost daily. He is a HUGE part of my life. I've been so shut off to the idea of meeting others. I don't want to meet others. He's mine. I'll make him mine.

He still hasn't called. I said we were going to be though if he didn't stick to his promises. He said he would call two days ago.

I sit here waiting.

Should I face the facts?

The house is sooo not into me.